looking for a sincere relationship

Physically: I would say I'm pretty average in size, and incredibly skinny nor fat. I have brown eyes and short black hair. (Primarily because of being in the military.) If I wasn't, probably have long hair (not below my shoulder long, but long enough for spikes.) and a goatee instead of continuously shaving it every day or every other day. I'm about six feet tall, still growing, probably end up 6'2. Not sure yet... Personality: I would say I'm a very nice guy, honest, a little fickler at times, confused, and always wanting more. I try to be happy with what I have (I am for the most part), but I always think there's something missing in my life. I'm very trustworthy, I hate to lie, but I also don't like hurting people's people. So I would just tell that person some of it, not the whole truth unless I feel it necessary to give it out all. If it choosing to lie or tell the truth to my girl, wife or whatever, I would tell the truth even if it mean I could lose her. It's better to tell it, in my opinion, pays off in the long run. I would say I'm pretty smart and mature... at least that's what people say that I know. I'm not very good at describing myself, these are all examples I've received from my closest friends.